Saturday, 22 December 2012

It's nearly two weeks now that I can't manage the simple tasks - writing letters, reading documents, staying on top of my shopping needs, 'coordinating' cleaning...  even watching TV or reading some really good books is tiring so much, I can't do it for longer than half an hour in one go.  It just somewhat changes from whatever I'm doing into a growing monster, which is towering above me, ready to crush me flat - my breathing is getting more difficult, and each task is demanding more and more energy and effort to carry out...  I feel nearly too tired to live any more.

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  1. Dear Monika,
    for this Christmas and the New Year 2013 I would like to send you all best wishes:

    I wish you the birth of the Lord in your heart
    I wish you His love, peace and enough strength to fight with your illness
    I wish you real joy in all the suffering and adversities you write about

    Ε“The Lord bless you and keep you;
    The Lord make His face shine upon you,
    And be gracious to you;
    The Lord lift up His countenance upon you,
    And give you peace.

    Your friendly
    Jan Bochenski (Warsaw)

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    1. Thanks, Jasiu, to both of you! Will try to write soon, honest! :)

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